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“Seventy five, seventy six, seventy
seven. They’re all in.” Moshe called out.
“Pull those
bushes in close and then gather some wood for a fire.” Samuel commanded.
“Not yet
Samuel,” came the voice from the gathering darkness.
What now,
Samuel thought. That old man is never content. “Why not Eleazar?
The sheep are all in. It’s getting dark. You’re the one who likes to set
up these brush walls.”
Surrounding
the sheep with a wall of tangled brush was Eleazar’s way of tending sheep.
None of the other shepherds did it, at least not anymore. The brush walls
did get the sheep to settle down easier, but it was too much work, just to
save one, maybe two sheep a year. Joel bar Amoz knew they would loose some
of his sheep to wild animals, every sheep owner did. If the owner didn’t
care, why should the shepherd? But that wasn’t Eleazar’s way.
“We have
seventy-eight sheep now Samuel,” Eleazar said. “I have reminded you of
this every night for the three nights since the new lamb was born, and I
will keep on reminding you until you can get it into that thick skull of
yours. It’s not too much for a shepherd to remember the sheep in his
care.”
Eleazar did
not understand this. The flock is not merely how a shepherd makes his
living; the flock is a shepherd’s life. Eleazar had been watching sheep
for 42 years. He had no other life. Would have no other life.
“Watch the
opening on the enclosure while Moshe gets the firewood,” Eleazar said.
“I’ll handle this one.”
Not a lamb.
Eleazar was sure of that. The ewes were usually good about keeping their
lambs close. He had counted all twenty-nine lambs anyway. The one three
days earlier was a late lamb, the last one of the season.
Nearly half
the flock were lambs by year’s end. They were timed just right for
Passover. This was a trick of Eleazar’s that made a good profit for Joel
bar Amoz and assured Eleazar that he would always have a good flock to
tend.
It would
probably be Jonah. Eleazar named the young ram who tended to wander Jonah,
for the prophet who headed west when God called him to go north. Eleazar
wandered into back along the path they had followed in the late afternoon,
trying to get his eyes to pick out the landscape in the blue dark. Only
the evening star yet shown in the night sky.
Joel bar Amoz
always bragged in Eleazar’s presence that he was the best of shepherds
because he thought like a sheep. He was pretty sure that the wealthy man
meant it as a compliment. Eleazar knew that the truth was something
deeper, something hidden from most of the men and boys who called
themselves shepherds.
Ever since he
could walk, Eleazar had lived among sheep. His father had been a shepherd
and when his mother died giving birth to him. Eleazar had gone to live
with an aunt. But just after his third birthday, his father had come for
him.
“A shepherd
should grow up among the sheep,” his father had declared, cutting off the
arguments of his wife’s sister and her husband.
So Eleazar
had grown up among the sheep. The rhythm of their lives was the rhythm of
his life. He knew their hopes and fears instinctively and could not
understand why the other shepherds were so unknowing about the herds they
guarded.
The
shepherd’s job was straightforward enough. Make sure they get the food and
water they need and protect them from wild animals and thieves. That
summed it up. But most of the shepherds Eleazar worked with over the years
watched the sheep without really noticing them. They pushed the sheep too
hard. They didn’t care when they lost a few sheep each year to their own
carelessness. Eleazar realized long ago that the key to tending sheep was
not to watch them, nor to think like them. The key to tending sheep was to
become the sheep. He knew he could not really become a sheep, but it would
be the best way to care for them, the shepherd who was both sheep and
shepherd.
When Eleazar
was a boy, running to keep up with the herds, he learned to know when the
sheep were hungry, or thirsty, or frightened. He never had to watch the
hillside to see if any animals posed a danger to his flock. He watched the
sheep. Most of them would not know danger until it was too late, but if
you knew the sheep to watch, their was always a
wiser ram or ewe who just knew when danger was in the air. After watching
those wise sheep for enough years, Eleazar could feel it as well. He did
not wonder when danger was present. He just knew. Eleazar could sense it
on the wind.
Sometime over
the last 42 years, Eleazar had set becoming the sheep as his goal. He
wasn’t there yet. The herd still had a surprise for him every once in a
while. But not on this night. For there is where Jonah would be. Eleazar
was sure of it. He could see a little side trail leading down to the wadi,
a dry riverbed. Just the sort of place where a sheep daydreaming of lying
down beside still waters would head.
Eleazar
picked his way down the rocky hillside and soon found his Jonah. He shooed
the ram ahead of him and the two started back to camp. Jonah was a good
ram, he knew to go where the shepherd led him, at least when darkness was
settling in. By the time they got back to their makeshift sheep pen the
night was dark and the stars shown brightly even over the fire Moshe had
blazing.
“That same
ram?” Samuel asked.
“Yes, our
Jonah headed west again,” Eleazar answered, noting that Samuel knew their
flock better than he let on some times.
With the last sheep in,
the shepherds ate their own meal. Moshe and Samuel close to the fire,
Eleazar close to the sheep pen. They had run out of things to say on a
night like this the first year they had worked together. But that was now
three years ago. Joel bar Amoz had felt fortunate to find any shepherds
willing to work with Eleazar, whose reputation as a demanding head
shepherd preceded him with every shepherd in Judah.
Eleazar could her Moshe
snoring softly by the time he pulled aside the brush and slipped into the
sheep pen. They watched the flocks at night, but Moshe was still a boy of
twelve and they let him drift off without reproach. They never discussed
it, but, Samuel and Moshe knew that Eleazar watched the flock each night
from their midst.
“It might be
easier to keep tend the sheep if you stayed with them, but who wanted
that?” Samuel had told Moshe more than once so that Eleazar could
overhear.
Yet Samuel
was not as bad as some of the men he had worked with. He might even make a
good shepherd one day. If Samuel would just realize that a good shepherd
is concerned not with the flock as a flock, but with every single ram,
ewe, and lamb. For the shepherd, there is not an insignificant sheep.
That’s why Eleazar always loved the scripture that talked about God as a
shepherd.
The Lord
is my shepherd, I shall not be in want, he
thought. Everyone in Israel could quote that line of Hebrew text. So why
did they treat shepherds like something you scrape off your shoes when you
step out of the sheep pen. Because of the bad shepherds, who sold off a
lamb every once in a while without the owner knowing it, all shepherds
were distrusted. Shepherds were assumed to be liars, or thieves, or worse.
Eleazar’s
musing was cut short by a blinding light in the night sky. He bolted up,
throwing off his cloak and raising his staff against the unknown threat.
As his eyes adjusted, he saw the source of the light was a six-winged seraph
hovering overhead. Eleazar had heard heavenly creatures described in the synagogue, but
not like this. The seraph had a power about him that brought Eleazar to
his knees. He was frightened, in a way that fending off a hungry lion
could never scare him. He covered his face and did not dare look up.
“Do not be
afraid!” the angel said in a voice that soothed the raw fear. “I am
bringing you Good News of great joy for all people: to you is born this
day in the city of David a savior, who is the Messiah, the Lord.”
The
Messiah, Eleazar thought.
A son of David in David’s city at last.
“This will be a sign for you:
you will find a child wrapped in bands of cloth and lying in a manger,”
the Angel said. And with these words there was suddenly an innumerable
band of seraphim filling the sky singing,
“Glory to God in the highest
heaven,
and on earth peace among those whom he favors!”
Eleazar watched dazzled. The
night sky blazed with an unearthly brightness, while the flock around him
was oddly peaceful. The sheep sensed no danger. Neither did Eleazar, and
for the first time in his life, he left the sheep. No harm would come to
them this night. The great shepherd was born among the animals, for he was
lying in a manger, a feed box. Was this even possible?
“Let’s go to Bethlehem and see
this thing that has taken place,” Eleazar cried out to Moshe and Samuel as
he pushed the brush wall back in place and started down the hill toward
Bethlehem. Samuel and Moshe were fast on his heals, each stunned by the
heavenly messengers and their news.
Could this actually be
happening? Eleazar thought. Eleazar knew how to
find every stable in town and this was an important skill as they found
well over half of them before they got to the right one. With the census
taking place, herd animals were not the only ones in the stable that
night. Most every stall in town had a family tucked in among the animals.
But they did find it. A
smallish cave with the walls carved out to make more room for the few
cattle, not unlike a dozen other stables they had stumbled into already.
But in this one they found him. The mother and father were still staring
with wonder at the tiny person in the manger. That same awe Eleazar had
felt at a thousand calvings when he saw the perfect little lamb.
The stillness of the perfect
little scene was already broken by their hasty entrance, then Moshe
blurted out, “It’s the anointed one! The Messiah.”
“What’s he doing here?” Samuel
said, but no one answered.
Eleazar stepped forward and
looked at the baby boy. The mother had taken the strips of cloth and bound
him tightly so that he would grow straight and tall, just like a good
mother should. He was a perfect little baby like hundreds of other perfect
little babies all around Israel that same night. Yet Eleazar knew that
there was something about this boy that made everything different. This
was not just a baby, this was the Messiah, God’s promised child.
Emmanuel, he thought.
“Yes,” the woman said,
“Emmanuel” and then Eleazar realized that he had said the word rather than
thought it. Emmanuel—God with us. That was it. All those years he had been
taught to expect the Messiah to be a king, but Eleazar could see this
stable was as far from a palace as one could be born. The couple here for
the census was surely descended from David, but so was Eleazar and so were
at least a quarter of the people in Judah.
Eleazar held out his hands and
then pulled them back. His shepherd hands were far too rough for the baby
messiah, what was he thinking. But the man, lifted the child and placed
him in Eleazar’s outstretched hands.
God had had a surprise for
his people Israel after all, Eleazar thought as
he held the Christ child. God had not sent a shepherd. God had sent a
lamb. This little lamb is God.
Emmanuel meant so much more
than Eleazar had been taught or ever dreamed. God did not come to earth in
power and glory, but in weakness. This little boy in his arms was going to
change everything. God knew and loved his people more than Eleazar had
ever imagined. God did not want to tend the sheep, protect the sheep, not
that alone, Eleazar knew. God had become the sheep.
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Story ©2003 by The Rev. Frank
Logue
December 24, 2003
King of Peace Episcopal Church
Kingsland, Georgia
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