
The Rev. Frank
Logue United
in Resurrection We gather
today to mourn the loss of Jayne Bell. For those of us who knew Jayne, it is a time for
grief. We mourn her loss and we grieve for Tom and for Eric and the rest of Jaynes
family and friends in their loss. Yet, we are Christians. We know that death is not the
final word. We Christians are an Easter people, even at the grave, we praise God saying
alleluia, alleluia. Being an
Episcopal priest, I am well acquainted with the saints. We Episcopalians do not pray to
the saints, asking them to intercede for us. We know that we have our one intercessor
before God in Jesus, the Christ. Instead, we often look to the lives of the saints for the
ways they teach us what a life lived faithfully to God looks like. Scripture
teaches us that all Christians are saints. We might not always act like saints, but we are
saints nonetheless. Paul often addressed the saints in a given town. He wasnt
writing to the holy few, but the whole Christian community. In that way, we know that we
can declare confidently that Jayne was and is a saint. I want to look with you this
morning at how the life and Christian witness of Saint Jayne Bell can be an example to
us. When we
look to Jaynes life in recent years, and certainly in recent weeks, a quick glance
shows more suffering than we can bear. None of us would have wanted Jayne to suffer the
way she suffered with cancer. None of us would want Eric and Tom to have to see Jayne slip
away from them suffering as she did. Its enough to make some people question God.
How can we understand such suffering? I
honestly dont know how people of other faiths can bear the suffering of this
world. But as Christians, we know that God is not unaware of or unmoved by human
suffering. God did not create the world, wind it up like a watch and sit back for the show
while all creation winds down. No, God entered in to creation. God himself has intervened
in human history. Gods
greatest plan was the incarnation, being made flesh. God became man in the person of Jesus
of Nazareth. Jesus was fully human and fully God. Being fully human he knew all about the
suffering of our world. The prophet Isaiah had foretold that the Messiah would be a
man of sorrows and acquainted with grief. Long before the cross, he knew the pain of
grieving the death of people he loved. And then following the betrayal of his friend Judas
and the abandonment of all his disciples, Jesus suffered unimaginably on the cross to bear
our sins. He who did no wrong suffered and died for our sins. We do not worship a God who
knows nothing of our suffering. We worship a God who knows all about human suffering.
Jesus was abandoned in his suffering, but Jesus did not abandon Jayne in her
suffering. Jayne
came to faith in her suffering and was made whole by God even as the cancer was robbing
her body of life. I want to share with you some of what Paul wrote to the Romans. In
chapter 8 he said,
God has
adopted us as Gods own children. The word Abba Paul uses is the word for Papa, Dad,
or Daddy. This is a loving familiar term. We can cry out to God as a perfect father who
knows us well and loves us. Jayne did receive that spirit of adoption and Jayne did not
fall back into fear. She was unafraid of her death. The
spirit of God testified to Jayne in the deep recess of her own heart teaching her that she
was a beloved child of God. Then Jayne could join Paul in saying that the sufferings of
the present time are not worth comparing to the glory that was about to be revealed in
her. Jayne grabbed hold of Gods love for her. Jayne grabbed hold of Gods
promises to her and they transformed her life. Jayne knew well what Paul went on to
write,
Then
further in this same chapter of Romans Paul wrote,
Jayne
knew that God was working all things, even her cancer, to the good. Jayne knew that
absolutely nothing could separate her from the love of God. Jaynes concern was no
longer for herself, but for her son Eric and her husband Tom. Jayne and Eric were baptized
together here at Victory. But Tom did not join them in baptismal waters. This gave Jayne
her last great task. Jayne refused to enter heaven with Toms eternal destiny in
doubt. Jayne loved Tom and could not bear the thought of entering into Gods glory
without him. Jayne wanted Tom to experience the power of the resurrection before she
died. Paul used
that sort of resurrection language to write about baptism. He wrote the Romans saying,
Jayne had
experienced newness of life. Cancer could rob her body of the old life, but it could not
take that new life away. Two Sundays ago, I got an afternoon call from Kathy Sue Whitten
who spoke a few moments ago. Kathy Sue said that Tom had accepted Jesus Christ as his
savior and wanted to be baptized. Jaynes deepest longing came true. Less than an
hour and a half later, we were wading out into Crooked River. Now friends, I dont
want to scare you today, but I have been told that it is a sure sign of the end times is
when Episcopal priests start baptizing in the river. But there is no greater sign of
baptism than sinking into the waters to rise again in new life in Christ. Paul said it like this,
Heres
what happened that Sunday afternoon. Jayne sat in a wheelchair on the bank beaming while
Tom waded out to meet me. Tom was buried with Christ in the waters of Crooked River and he
came up a resurrected man. Tom told me that he had a feeling in his chest he couldnt
describe. He assured me that it wasnt the temperature of the water. He could feel
the power of God deep inside him. Jayne put
it this way, My family is all taken care of. Saint Jayne Bell showed us the
way. The power of resurrection she felt in her own life was not for her alone.
Jaynes deepest desire was to share that newness of life with Eric and Tom. Her
deepest desire was also the deep desire of Gods own heart. Jayne, Eric, and Tom have
all been united with Christ in his resurrection. So we
gather today as a people in grief. Jayne is gone from our daily lives. The days ahead will
be hard. But we are not a people without hope. Jayne died in the sure and certain hope
that she had already been united with her savior Jesus in his resurrection. Jayne did not
fear her own death. She faced her death knowing that her family was taken care of? In that
Jayne is example to all us saints. How can we rest until all the people we love are taken
care of. Or to look at it more broadly, how can we rest until all the people God loves of
taken care of? Saint
Jayne Bells work is done. She is already making her song Alleluia, Alleluia! We know
that her suffering has ended. The suffering that she counted as nothing compared to
Gods glory has ended. For us the grief goes on. But even in grief we can look to the
life and witness of this saint who lived among us and join her in saying alleluia,
alleluia. Praise God who makes all things new. Amen. |
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